Pathway Of Life

Life...

2009-08-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

hello there... i guess i haven wrote here in a very very long time.... this blog is actually my shout out area....... Deep down in me.... i've got so many things to say.... but yet... words jus cannot expresss my feelings and thought deep within me.... I've got so much to share but it seems no one is jus there to listen....... WHAT SHUD I DOOOOOOOOOOO.................

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

2009-06-27T11:05:00.000-07:00

wow.... guess i'm jus so not into IT stuff.... cant believe i haven updated my blog.... my DEAD blog for like zillion of days and months..... OMGGGGGGGG.......guesss i shall try my very very best to update it if i have the time....

But sometimes.... words and feeling in me jus cannot seem to be written down in proper words and sentences.....IS IT SO HARD TO EXPRESSS my THOUGHTS.... IS IT SO HARD TO SHOW FEELINGS again........... i just do not know how too anymore.........CAN SOMEONE tell me what should i DOOOOOOOOO...........

-elaine-

Outing with my Old Classmatess

2008-12-02T23:19:00.000-08:00

OK.... i'm already a bit tired updating my blog.... see this is wad u get when u haven been online for such a long time.... i have to update 5 events in 3 short post.... so yeah i'lll jus make it short.....though it was indeed a fun 3 weeks holiday for me ever since i got back home.... going out with friends.... hanging out... catching a movie and etc....i do miss my friends... meeting up after 6 months heading of to our various local uni... we did share a lot of experiences and knowledge with one another about our life in UNI

so we decided to meet up once in Jase Tea Room and also Memories to celebrate Aaron's Birthday.....

here are some pics we took during our gathering at Memories

Ladies Night at VA

2008-12-02T22:44:00.001-08:00

Yup another night out with my cousin before she goes off to China for the holidayss...man i'm going to miss You Gal!!....so yeah this time my sis tag along with us.... my gosh... first time going out my sister for Ladies Night... can u imagine that..... going out with my sis to PARTY!!...

anyway it was quite a fun night and i came back home on time... reli early that is at 11...But VA is indeed a nice place to hang out especially during friday nights.... cuz GUESS WAD their ladies's night is on fridays from 7.00 to 9.30 p.m. All u hav to do is pay an entrance fee of RM10 and u get free flow of drinks from 7.00 to 9.30p.m

It is indeed a great offer for a 5 STAR HOTEL to provide this kind of facilities for us ladies.....they also do have a live band playing all those jazz songs or love songs that i love so much.....

My sister and I

Crazy Moments Out During Ladies Night

2008-12-02T21:55:00.000-08:00

Once i got back home.... i need a break...a long long break from books, lecture notes and everything else.... and jus only fun fun fun crazy momentss.... alll day long..... how i LOVEEEEEEEEEE holidayss..... Can u feel my joy..... or yes u can......

So when i got back... i spend most of my time with my family and catching as well as patching things up in my relationship with someone special.... i'm glad things did turn out great.....

next, those crazy momentt..... going out with friends for ladies night.... we as ladies or gals... must used the privillege provided for us.... so off we went enjoying ourselves almost but not every wednesday night......

but to my surprise... it was rather quiet during wed night.... guess it is all due to the economy down turn...

Me and my cuz

Crazy moments

believe it or not.... the whole place was like empty!!!

so we were like damn crazy playing with ice as the whole place belongs to us....... that is wad a bunch of crazy people do!! wakakaka

Home.... i love homee...

2008-11-16T22:25:00.000-08:00

I've got so much to say but yet so lil time.....will keep this blog updated reli soon... and after getting all the nice photos i took with my friendss... hugzz....miss u all ... hugzzz

Astonish with great surprise

2008-11-16T22:08:00.000-08:00

It is officially 8 days since i step foot on the land called Borneo... where i was born...KUCHING!!!.... it has also been 8 days since i came online...

i cudnt believe my eyes when i woke up early this morning... not knowing what day it is...8 days have past and it was like one of the few most valuable and happy moments i've spend with my family and love ones.....

waking up today not knowing wad would my day be.... memories flash back of the moments when we were all back in K17.... studying our heads of for our final exams....

up till today those dreadful moments have hunt me in my dreams of wad happen during my examination..... sad to say i cannot change the past but only hope for the best in future.... life goes on ELAINE....... if u fall, u must learn to stand up again and again.........i still cant bare with the pain i've been through but only to know that i have to face it and not avoid it......

Yet another day...

2008-10-28T22:35:00.000-07:00

oh well.... wad am i feeling right now..... deep down i'm actually rather disappointed at myself as i know i didn't do so well for my human gene....and the stress feeling is coming along as there will be another 2 damn hard papers that i'm going to face on mon and wed.....

but on the other hand.....i'm also very much looking forward to the holidays... i cant wait to go back home.... and be around the ppl whom i care for and also care for me.... no words can actually describe the feeling of being at home..... my family is around and so is my loved one....

it has been rather hard in catching up with things happening back at home.....relationship turn sourer but i jus do hope i can patch things up of wad is currently happening..... i'm sorry but i truly didnt mean it..... it was not my choice to leave my hometown and you behind.... it wasnt my choice.... thinking of it makes my heart sore and ponder into tears as i think back of all the happy moments we had.....

Jus truly wish things would still be the same.... and on the other hand.... hopefully when i get back to UPM after 7 weeks i will not have to learn to adapt once again to my uni life here........ pondering with doubt is not wad one should do.... let things happen the way it is.....

-ewaine-

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Yup Another Green BOX day

2008-10-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

hello there ...back again to update my blog........

yup..... yup....yesterday i went out for karaoke session....though exam is like so near... i'm still going out... man.... am i crazy... but oh well it is a time for me to relax as well as to strengthen the friendship with my fellow course mates....

i did rather enjoy going there.... had fun listening to all kinds of songs and listening to many of my friends singing their hearts out.....

but one thing is for sure... i'm only disapointed at myself for not being able to read chinese....but yet my fellow friends did not left me out... they too invited me to sing along with them..... though not knowing what those words are all about when i sing...

but yet... in short.... i'm really glad to have found many great friends here.... the only prob i'm facing is that...... sometimes i jus cannot seem to express wad i wanna say in chinese but hopefully slowly i will learn......

Will jus make it short for today cuz... i have been out busy doing lotsa things today... so yeah...words jus cant come out normally.....

the main thing is that i jus wanna say a big thank U to all my new friends i've jus met.... though we are not that close.... i jus wanna say i'm glad to have known all of u and hopefully our friendship will continue to grow...... hugzzz........THANKS friends for everything........

Good News For Me Today

2008-10-21T10:57:00.000-07:00

What did i do today....eh... no no no.... what did i do yesterday???

After sitting for my TITAS and English papers, I told myself ELAINE you really need to go out and enjoy yourself for today..... right after that, i called Su Chin and Pei Yee out to accompany me and they actually did.... though it rain almost the whole day today...no i mean yesterday, yet they still accompanied me out to the place where i do not reli like to go that is MINES....

YUP, Mines again.... oh welll that is like the nearesr shopping complex to our FAC.... how sad yeah.... so yeah we left at about 6 and guess wad??? we went there for dinner and YEAHHHH.... we manage to watch a movie which I rather enjoyed!!!!

What is it you may ask, It's EAGLES EYE.... man... everything was like plan out smoothly for me... after dinner we went round walking. Then when i say Eagles Eye, i told them eh.... i wanna watch that movie lahh... check check when i reach the counter it showed there the movie starts at 7.30 and it was like 5 min b4 7.30...

At first, we were rather reluctant to watch due to the time and price.... so i took the initiative to go over and ask... when can we used the student card for the student price....as usual with great disappoinment, we can only use it during weekdays b4 6pm.....but the next thing they told us was....NO WORRIES....IT IS LADIES NIGHT TONIGHT....

wow, without thinking twice we bought 3 tix and went in to watch.... the movie was indeed good with great action pack motions and effects....

I really did no regret waiting for hours for the bus.... it was indeed a fun night....

NEXT....

i came home and went online to check my JPA RAYUAN.... guess what??

I GOT ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

Man!!! i'm like damn happy here.... i finally got a financial aid from somewhere.... reli damn happy...all this while i have been having the feelng wad the hell is wrong with my luck.....

i haven't manage to get any financial aid since after form 5....i didnt manage to get JPA, PETRONAS and even MATRIK.... imagine that matrik.... i cudnt get in.....wasted my whole effort of studying so so hard to achieve excellent results for nothing... this has somehow actually affect my STPM results as... i have began to build an anti trust in scholarship... thus telling myself wads the point of studying so hard but not get anything....

but luckily with God's blessing i didnt do so badly in STPM after all... so off i am now in UPM doing biomedical science... though it is not my first choice i jus hav to learn to accept it in a positive way... mayb GOD has another route for me to walk....

But the next disappointing thing is that when i applied for PTPTN.... that is only a loan, i only manage to get RM8000 for 4 years that is 8 semss.... my gosh.... is that enough??? Imagine i only get RM1000 per sem.... it is not even enough for my fees....

feeling sad and down and making me feel like there is no point of continuing my studies... positive guidance and advice was given by my beloved dad....(DAD I MISS YOU, MUM I MISS YOU) they told me not to worry as they will somehow figure a way out to pay for my fees and expenses.... they keep telling me dun worry..... God is always there....He will somehow fine a way for me.....

INDEED, their prayers came through.... I've manage to get JPA scholarship... i do not mind being bonded as long as i can help enlighten my parents burden that is good enough..... I'm like damn speachless and heppy.... words cannot describe how happy i am to know of the good news... even my parents who are already sound asleep woke up to share my joy when i msged them the good news....

I REALLY LOVE MY FAMILY AND YOU GOD!!!! THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!

Back Again

2008-10-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

heylo there blogg..... well today was a somehow fun day today.....as well as stressful day...... as exam is on TUESDAYYYYYYYYY...... AHHHHHH.... and yet i stil haven finish.... but oh well...

i went to the faculty to meet up with Alan to take some photoss.... had fun though cuz get to see how it feels when one graduates...... met a lot of other nice seniors too.... indeed had fun TODAY...

Encouraging Words..

2008-10-18T10:14:00.000-07:00

Jus another ordinary post.... but as for today... i would indeed like to say the past 2 days has been a tiring but meaningful days to me ever since i came back to KL.....

when we went for the EXCO meeting for CSSUPM yesterday, it woke me up from my nightmare.... encouraging words came out from our ADVISOR DR Kenny Teoh... which reli reminds me of those encouraging words that i normally hear from my dad.... I miss you DAD.....it has enlighten my sadness and miseries that i have been facing for the past few weeks... up till this very moment...but somehow i know GOD is always by my side.... watching over and caring for me.......

I will promise to do by best to serve you Lord God..... i will.....

Next,

i was indeed reli surprise to receive a small gift from a friend..... that gift was to cheer me up.... and YUP it reli deed..... i have been craving to buy Ritter's chocolate for the past few months and my dream came true......

MY dear friend u can reli read my mine..... thank you so so so much.....HUgzzz

Visit To Tun Dr Mahathir's House

2008-10-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

heyzz back again.... i guess i am a bit too late to post this event as Raya is about to end... but oh well this was one of my most interesting and happy moment when i return back to KL to my small lil room in K17.........

Yup it was on a Sun that is the next day after my return back to KL.... though deep inside my heart i still miss my hometown so so so much.... i still have to come back for a month to sit for my final exam.....guess that is called exam FEAR!!! hahazz.....

so yeah my nice so called Daddy (Bryan) brought me to HOLY Family CHUrCh Kajang for mass as there wasn't any mass the evening when i return back to UPM.... in order not to miss mass..... kind bigggiee daddy voluntered to bring me out on sun for mass and next.....OFF TO DR MAHATHIR'S HOUSE FOR RAYA VISITING......

Yeah.... was kinda sakai though cuz i have never met DR Mahathir face to face.....the man who help brought up our country MALAYSIA....

When we arrived there, we were told that to park our car sumwhere and catch the train to his house.... wow... imagine that a train!!!!!

But oh well as the queue was reli long.....and to make it more enjoyable....we decided to walk all the way in... we were told that it would be a 20 minutes walk but oh welll we reach there in less than that amount of

lookie.... that's Jerry on the right and Bryan on the left...
both enjoying themselves....

and then look that's me... with my pinkie umbrella.... which is making both of them walking really far away from me....

But in the end... they still have to squeeze with me to share the umbrella.... hhahazzz.... not to forget.... the queue was damn LONG.... and i reli mean DAMN LONG!!!!!..... it took us like 1/2 hour to queue up jus to shake hand with DR Mahathir...

That's my so called daddy!!! thanks bryan for bringing me along....

NEXTTT

look its a proof that i shook hand with DR Mahathir.... HIm on the left and me on the right.... see me??? hahahzz..

After spending more than 1/2 hour waiting in line to shake hands with him.... food was serve.... man..... there was like a hell lot of FOODDD....

I have to really say sorry to Jerry.... cuz he actually "Ate More Than What He Took".... Get IT!!! hahahzzz... cuz it is usually i took more than wad i can eat.... sorry Jerry.... u r indeed a reli nice pal for helping me finish my food!!!

It was indeed a fun trip........ THANKS GUYS!!

Another Ordinary Day

2008-10-14T04:59:00.000-07:00

I do not know what is going on with me... for the past few days nothing seem to be going well....I'm full of sadness deep inside me and i cannot find anything to actually cheer myself up... WADS WRONG WITH ME!!!!.... help i need advice and care.... i reli do miss home.... something is reli wrong with me... i haven been sleeping well and i can't seem to concentrate n wadever i'm doing and ....some more exam is jus around the corner.... i'm reli stresss and down here.... i miss having a shoulder to lean on when i'm down.... I jus wish for my happy daysto come back!!!

Cleaning up my room!!

2008-10-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

when i got back to Kolej 17... i was really glad to see Jac and Ri WEN....... i was not alone that night.... the place was extremely dark and creepy.... deep down i told myself how i wish i cud stay back at home for another day...

without wasting any time i cleaned up my room.... cant believe i was that hardworking....

Before

After

though it is jus a simple room i kinda like it apart from the ants and crickets in my room..... man it is like a mini jungle in my room.... when i got back to clean my room, i felt like a big murderer.... HAHAHAHAHZZZ.... i finally killed the cricket in my room.... wanna see it.... (this cricket is like my alarm clock at night... it starts calling everynight at 9pm.... can die ahhh listening to dat noise all night long)

i'm a big murderer....... hahahahhazzzz

Trip Back To KL

2008-10-07T03:59:00.000-07:00

how i miss home....

the day when i left home, every minute and every second meant a lot to me....

i had to leave the place i love so much... time really fliesss..... but oh well, i still have to come back to STUDY... yup STUDY..... that is the only word i cant think of which i need to sacrifice to leave the place which i call home....

but not too bad after all cuz i do have lots of nice, wonderful and helpful friends there waiting to meet up.... FRENZ!!!! love you all....

here are some of the pics we took when we arrived in KL

hahaz.... thats Jun Fook, Mua, Shu Pin and Gwennie!! look how happy we are sitting in such a luxurious car.... we all felt like VIPS... muahahahahah

look doesn't it look luxuriouss.... wakaka.... oh well the price is nice too...

Happy Moments Back at home

2008-10-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

Homee..... i'm going home... wakakaka.... the song sang by shawn during biomedic idol night....

that song was indeed meaningfull....and im now currently back at home... but going back to UPM kol 17.... like TTommorrooowwww............. HOMEEEEEEEEE..... I MISS HOMEE.....

Unforgetable moments with my loved ones.... i miss U all

Next.... trip to MT Singai....wow.... i do miss that place.... the place where me and my friend normally have camp out nights.....

Miss the place!!!

It's Been A Long Long Time!!!!

2008-10-02T22:11:00.000-07:00

It has been a long long time since i last went online.....

How time flies.... I'm currently now at home and tomorrow ill be going back to UPM kolej 17... how i miss home.... those uncountable happy moments with my family and love oness......i'm going to miss this wonderful place where i was brought up....... HOMEE!!! Homee....!! homeee....

wow.... i cant believe i've started my studies in UPM for almost 5 monthss and it seems like a week.... i guess it is high time for me to upload several pics.... to keep myself and friends updated on wad has been going on in my lifee.....

The only prob why i barely come online is because of my 'lau ah mah' laptop.... it is darn slow.... and lagging... so yeah.. it's like so hard for me to get connected onlinee.... so yeah thats why....

so this was our chinese anual dinner for our course...Biomedical science it was like held a long long time ago.... but i jus do not have the time to come online to blog bout it... so i'll jus make it simple and short..... i did enjoy myself that night.... we all played dresses up.... and look out best for the night...

This is my beloved.... she is a reli nice and sweet girl..... when i went over to KL in the beginning... i got reli sick and she looked after me... i was reli touched.... it has been a long time... since i felt the love and care after living home for such a long time.....Michelle....wad u have done for me... i will always remember and treasure those moments..... THANK YOU.... hugzzz

Next happy moment singing karaoke with several of my friends....

happy moments singing my heart out friendsss....i miss those relaxing moments

My New BloG

2008-08-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

Finally, here is the place where i can share and shout all my thoughts and feelings deep down inside my heart.... it has been 2 months since i last left Kuching for KL....Life in the beginning has been bad... i was really home sick and at the same time got sick.....

Guess.... here is where i'm going to begin my story bout my uni life(which will definately be 4 years and more).....here it goes!!!!